Saturday, July 28, 2007

A couple of new funnies...

My mates Matt and Jo sent me these, they made me chuckle, and cheered me up a bit....







Hehehhehe

She's watching over us....

I've had a couple of crap days, missing Sharon so much, but trying to smile. Had a strange thing happen to me a couple of days ago.

I was talking to Sharon, as I have done pretty often since she passed away, and I said to her, "come on then Babe, if you really are there watching over us, and there is something after death, prove it. I'll be ok if I know you are still there, but show me a sign, something obvious"

An hour later, her friend, who is very spiritual, turned up on my front door, saying she had a message for me, she said that Sharon is unhappy because I am unhappy, and she hates seeing me so depressed, and that she wants me to be happy. She also said that Sharon needs me to carry on being strong for her, to keep looking after her boys, and that she needs me to "sort it out".

Her friend then gave me a crystal, that she said Sharon had chosen, which was in Sharons favorite colour.

Coincidence? Maybe, but I like to think that my princess was letting me know she's still with me. It helps ease the pain a little.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Long time no post

Well, for those of you who know me, and have been wondering why I have not posted for some time, it's because for the last year my partner Sharon was fighting cancer, and on the 3rd of July she passed away peacefully, 6 days after we got married.

I'm devastated, but I know that she has no more pain, and that we will meet again when my time comes. In the meantime, she needs me to carry on for her and her boys, my step sons.

If you knew Sharon, you can light a candle for her, or leave a message at GoneTooSoon, or if you'd like to read about our journey over the last year, you can read the blog I have been keeping as we walked the path, at Holding Her Hand

In the meantime, I will be posting here again soon, as I continue to rebuild and pick up the pieces.